twisted feelings

Subject: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 7:49 am

I walk with him still wondering why he was walking with me, his hand warm against mine as he holds it , I can't help but look down to it puzzled by why his hand is much bigger than mine or if it is just how it is , if everything about the male is bigger.

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Kyle looked at her and smiled then he noticed she was looking down "Ahh im sorry" Kyle said as he pulled his hand blushing

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 8:01 am

I look up at him "why?" I ask "I was just wondering why your hand was bigger than mine?" I say looking up at him. I look at his face confused my thoughts now ones of what else is different about him , I can see he is stronger and taller.

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Kyle looked shocked "Umm you didn't know that men's physical appearance is slightly bigger then womens?" Kyle asked

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 8:10 am

I look at him then shake my head "the only man i saw was my father and he was hunched and skinny , nothing like you" I say pulling my cloak around me the charm catching the sun light as I move to face him. My eyes search for the answers my mind is now showing at me. "what do you want to do here?"

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"Go for a walk I guess" Kyle said shrugging

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 8:22 am

I look at him "I walked here from my home , now you want to walk in the park, I don't understand " I say looking around it, It is a good park quiet and secluded but i think of that feeling I am supposed to get but don't with him, for am instant i feel peace and smile , a small one but a smile never the less.

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"Cmon" Kyle grabbed her hand walking around with her until they stopped at a bench, the view was beautiful as they were walking near a lake

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 8:37 am

I look over the lake seeing the view "Its beautiful here" I say with out thinking , sitting down i take a deep breath as i sit back against the wooden seat gazing across he lake , I rest both my hands on my knees still fighting with questions i want to ask.

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"Yeah it is" Kyle said looking at her

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:14 am

I glance at him wondering what he's looking at "why do you look at me like that?" I ask leaning slightly away from him the cloak falling off my shoulder.

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"It looks like something is bothering you" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:52 am

I sit back forward "what bothers me is why some one like you would bother with some one like me" I say "I hear of sex merchants and I become nervouse around enclosed spaces, seeing how I am still intacked" I looking to his eyes and see nothing.

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"You think I'm one of em?!" Kyle said with a shocked face

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 11:00 am

I look at the shock on his face "not any more , your face has told me your not one" I sigh as i smile "my opologys if i ofended you" my hand gently touching his for only a moment.

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Kyle blushed "Apology accepted" he said then smiled

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 11:29 am

I smile " I am glad" I say moving my hand from his "I do not wish to offend the first person who has been kind to me " I say looking abck aout across the lake ," It is nice here, how did you come across it?" My eyes now loking into his.

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"I've been here couple of times before" Kyle said smiling

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 11:48 am

I nod and sigh not under standing why he would be near to me seeing we were two diferent people."is this where you would bring girls?" I ask out of curiosity.

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Again Kyle has a shock on his face "No!" he said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 11:53 am

I lok down at my hands once more i have offenedd him "I seem to offend you with my words again" I say as I play with the cord of my cloak. I have no explination for why I said what I did but I had karned he was easily offened and now sat quite.

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"Nah you did not" Kyle said sitting next to her

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 12:01 pm

i feel him sit next to me "It is that I have never been in this situation before " I say still twisting th cord around my fingers nervously "I lead a lonly life till now , something drew me to this school , I felt it was to finish my learning" I look at him "I am not sure what it means "

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"Sounds like a relationship to me, maybe you'll find someone here" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 12:07 pm

I look at him again "I can only hope but do not hold my hopes, It could also be to finish my education in other things " I say and place the cord down across my knee "so what brought you here?" I ask