twisted feelings

Subject: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 7:49 am

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I walk with him still wondering why he was walking with me, his hand warm against mine as he holds it , I can't help but look down to it puzzled by why his hand is much bigger than mine or if it is just how it is , if everything about the male is bigger.

Posts : 539 Join date : 2009-07-30 Age : 32

Kyle held her hand "Umm okay" he said as he followed her in

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:14 am

I move into the shop looking around , then I spot something in a courner moving closer I smile "rum rasin" I say triumphantly, reaching down I pick up the pot and head to the counter, taking out two coins I pay for it and two spoons.

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Kyle looked at her and smiled "Hopefully it's really good" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:16 am

I grab his hand and head back to teh park , finding a spot back by the lake this time in the sun. "here" I say holding out a spoon, then taking the lid off "you try"

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Kyle took a spoon, then he scooped a spoonful of the ice cream, he puts it in his mouth "Wow it's nice, you're right it's bitter and sweet at the same time"

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:22 am

I smile to him "yeap, nice " I take a spoon and taste it brings back a memory and I look aweay .

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Kyle looked at her weird as he took another spoonful "What's wrong?" he asked

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:26 am

I look at him "I am sorry , Its just it reminded me of being home " I say with a sigh "its been a long time"

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"Oh I see" Kyle said as he looked at her

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:29 am

I lok at my hands and the spoon I hold "its been five years" I say softly , I feel the lonelyness and a tear rolls down my cheek.

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Kyle wiped her tears with his free hand, he held her cheek "Aww come on don't be sad now"

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:37 am

I sigh as I feel him wipe the tear feom my cheek , "your right now is not the time for tears" I say wiping a second away and taking another spoon of ice cream look at him and this time smile "Its time for ..fun?" I say not use to that word.

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Kyle giggled and nod "Yup" he said rubbing his hand on her cheek

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:41 am

I sit watching him wondering what he was thinking "what is fun to do?" I ask "apart from Ice cream"

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"Well, talking, singing, playing games, there is lots and lots of way to have fun" he said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:45 am

I look at him as I like the last of the ice cream from my spoon "really so you talking to me is fun?" I ask my lilac eyes looking at him questioninly, I wan to know more about fun.

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"Yup fun and interesting" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:48 am

I look at him "intresting how?" I ask moving now to lay in the sun feeling it warm my skin.

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"Well I get to know more about you" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:52 am

I turn to face him "like what ?" I ask now looking at him as I est on my arms .

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"Well you have been alone most of the time, that is hard to find in someone" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 8:57 am

I lok at him "yes I have , but your here now " I say slightly confused "my new freind" I say smiling.

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"Maybe more then a friend" Kyle said laughing "Just joking"

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Wed Aug 05, 2009 9:01 am

I look at him and sigh at his joke , I know he means well but it is not something to joke about "Kyle please don't joke about that" I say looking at the grass.

Posts : 539 Join date : 2009-07-30 Age : 32

"So your serious about a relationship?" Kyle asked looking at her