twisted feelings

Subject: twisted feelings Fri Jul 31, 2009 7:49 am

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I walk with him still wondering why he was walking with me, his hand warm against mine as he holds it , I can't help but look down to it puzzled by why his hand is much bigger than mine or if it is just how it is , if everything about the male is bigger.

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Kyle hugged her "You will find your truly loved one soon" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:30 am

I hold him back "I hope so, the third full moon is three days away" I say resting my head on his shoulders "and I am scared"

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"If that guy does anything bad to you, I'll make sure he'll pay for it" Kyle said hugging her

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:36 am

I look at him "I appreciate it but what could you do , if he wanted me I have no choice but to let him or be hurt when he dose" I say pulling back so I still hold his hands "no woman has ever gone against him each have bore him a child but always a female never a male yet he continues" I sigh once more "please could we talk about something else "

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Kyle kissed her "If you feel really uncomfortable let's change the subject then" he said worrying about her

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:40 am

At the feeling of his third kiss I can't help but smile "where is your Bella?"I ask "she is a lucky girl to have you" I say with a small smile "if she is not carefull some one else may take you"

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"She's at her dorm" Kyle said, he then smiled and giggled

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:44 am

I smile back "it is true , you are a kind man" I say now with a blush on my cheeks "If I was not bound I ...I might think about it"I say the blush deepening.

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Kyle smiled "Aww thats really sweet of you" he said pecking her cheeks

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:48 am

I smile as he kisses my cheeks "I am happy to have you as my friend though "I say now feeling happier again "I feel its just as good"

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"Good to see you happy again especially seeing that beautiful smile of yours" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:51 am

My smile stays and my cheeks turn once more pink "you make me blush" I say "promise me one thing , that if I don't find the key keeper and I am taken back to him, you will not come after me , It would hurt more if he was to hurt you" I say my hands gently gripping his as I wait .

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"But it would hurt me too if I don't come after you" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:02 am

I look at him "then I pray I find the key keeper so you don't have to"I say moving to hold him close.

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"Sorry" Kyle said feeling guilty "I just can't let you go like that" he said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:08 am

I look at him "you have no choice , I have no choice "I say holding the charm "It is only this that stops him from having me , he holds tradition scared , especially those of the mystic , its why my mother tough me the ways" Looking at him My hand touches his face "you have a life with Bella mine is ether out there with the key keeper or what life you could call it, back home "

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Kyle kissed her again holding on to her "I'll wait for you" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:15 am

I sigh holding him close to me "I am happy to know that" I say I smile as I rest my head on his shoulder."what ever happens now, I know now I have something worth while to come outher the other side for"

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Kyle lay down with her on top of him "So 3 more days" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:23 am

I nod "yes the full moon raised in three days time"I say looking down at him "why do you ask"I ask a smile on my lips now

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"I want to spend the 3 days with you" Kyle said

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:27 am

I smile "I would like that also"I say "but what would Bella say, you being with me for three days" I ask now worried that it would come between them "would she not mind?"

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"She won't mind if I stay for a friend" Kyle said hugging her

Subject: Re: twisted feelings Mon Aug 10, 2009 5:33 am

I hold him back "you are a good friend" I say softly now smiling a genuine smile to him "in that case I would love to have you stay with me" I chuckle as I look down at him "what do you want to do?"

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"Hmm I don't know more rum n raisin ice cream?" Kyle said giggling