Vixen's recovery (P)

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Guts brought vixen to an apartment building where he rented a room right away for a month he rushed her in and shut the door he held her close to him as tears threatened to come out of his one eye "vixen im here for you please tell me your ok" he kisses the top of her head gently praying for her to answer him

I sigh and rest my head on him "yes, I hope by all three of us" I say softly with a chuckle happy to know the rest of my pregnacy will go as normal and such a trusted person will deliver our son.

Guts smiles and nods at vixen's words he kisses her softly "im sure Aiden will trust Garoc like a family member as i do" he holds her close to him

I smile and hold him tight now feeling happy that he was apart of our lives I knew anything happened I could go to him for advice. I turn to him "thank you once more" I say

I look up at him "will you tell me about it one day" I ask my hand resting on my belly as I feel a sesation of twisting inside me.

Guts nods "we could tell you now if you want vixen" Garoc shakes his head lightly "i am sorry but i have other people to tend to say i cannot be here to tell you but Guts knows of it all he can tell you i do not mind"

I nod "I am sorry Garoc were taking up your time , my love tell me as we walk back to the clearing " I say smiling up to him as I move to slip my hand in his.

I nod "would be the best place to start "I say with a chuckle as we walked

Guts nods and breaths in deep once before starting "well first i must start with how i came to be a demon i was originally human vixen i wore the crimson behelt a demonic neckalace that when has my blood shed on it caused the blood day eclipse and transported me and band of the hawks the small mercenary group i traveled with back then to the demon realm where the four of god hand awaited me they told me of the prophecy they recieved that on this day the fifth of god hand would arrive and it was to be me they asked me if i wished to become a demon of great power but i refused" he sighs needing to stop for a second to actually tell the rest of the story calmly

I listen as we walk , Taking all he says in, it dosn't chage me or my feelings but it helps me to understand more about him and I grow to love him more.

Guts starts up once more "since i refused the god hand needed to show that they couldnt be defied in such a manner thousands upon thousands of demons surrounded the band of the hawk and myself and came into to devour our flesh we fought back the best we could but we were only human then...." he stops his throat tightens and he cant speak almost

I stop and look at him turning to face him I place my hand on his cheek "you don't have to continue if you don't want" I say softly

As Guts feels her hand on his cheek his throat relaxes he takes a deep breath "no i must tell as i said we fought back best we could but we lost many many people and the woman i loved almost two thousand years ago caska was raped and murdered in front of my eyes by many a demon in an attempt to save her i severed my left arm which had been trapped in the mouth of a demon but before i even took two steps i was pinned down by winged harpies whose talons sealed my eye forever after that i became nothing but an animal seeing her die the god hand asked once more if i wished to become a demon of great power so filled with rage was i that i accepted in the hopes that my power would best theirs"

I listen to his words knowing he must feel the same protection for me as he did for his lost love "now I understand about the scars, but where dose Garoc fit into all this?"I ask curiosity getting the better of me.

Guts nods "it is a long story to cut it short i was able to become a demon of incredible power as you have seen but i was foolish in my attempt to kill them right away wounded and exhausted i stood no chance against the four of god hand they sealed my power so here on earth i have one tenth of my power and only half in the demon realm until i truly accept what i am and become one of them i was nearly dead as they sent me back to earth i had lost all hope and reason to live as caska was dead in the middle of a snow storm a small figure found me laying there and dragged me to his shelter and that person was Garoc he saved me that night"

I smile "I ow him my gratitude " I say smiling "for if you had died on that mountian I would not be free to carry our child" I say gently kissing him once more the warmth from him now filling me as well as a warmth from my belly "I think our son it saying the same "I take his hand and place it so he can feel the warmth.

Guts kisses her back softly as she place his hand on her belly he feels a gentle warmth come from her he smiles widely against her lips and deepens the kiss pulling her close to him so she can feel his love for her through the kiss

I smile with him as he pulls me closer , his hand on my belly I feel him his heart beating against my chest his arm around me "I love you guts "I say softly as I once more kiss him.

Guts stares into her eyes and breaks the kiss softly "as i love you vixen" he smiles lovingly kissing her back with all the passion and love he feels for her

I feel his kiss strong and filled with passion and return it with equal passion showing him I am strong and would stand by his side what ever happend, My hand remain on his cheek as I look into his eye I press my belly to his stomack as Imove my arm around his neck.

Guts feels her return all his passion and love for her in the kiss and continues kissing her he wraps his arms around her waist gently and pulls her closer so her body molds to his her softness on his hard body as he deepens the kiss

I can't help but sigh as he pulls me closer my belly feeling now hard against him, but the passion I feel still remains "should we go back to the in or the clearing" I softly say to him.

Guts smiles kissing her lips softly "i do not care either way my vixen i think we shall be doing the same thing no matter where we go so i shall let you choose"

I smile to him "clearing it is I like the stars " I say smiling as I take his hand "and you are right dosen't matter where as long as it is with you" I say