Vixen's recovery (P)

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Guts brought vixen to an apartment building where he rented a room right away for a month he rushed her in and shut the door he held her close to him as tears threatened to come out of his one eye "vixen im here for you please tell me your ok" he kisses the top of her head gently praying for her to answer him

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:08 pm

"Sparring sounds good " I say steping back from him but not befre I kiss him once more I already feel my anger rising as I want to take it out on something.

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Guts unsheathes two small shortswords and takes a stance a few feet away from vixen "there is only one rule to fighting vixen wining it doesnt matter how it just matters that you do understand?"

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:16 pm

I want to fight but at the same time I feel fear at hurting him "I don't want to hurt you" I say letting the point of the sword fall to touch the ground my eyes still look at him , this gose against what I have been brought up to beleve but yet so was being beated and voilated the way I was.
"no weapons " I push the sword into the ground and step back "teach me the moves as if you wre making them".

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Guts sheathes he shortswords and walks over to vixen he picks up the long word and holds it in his hands "you want me to show you moves with your sword so that you may learn the moves i use vixen?"

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:21 pm

I nod then move to stand infront of him taking hld of his hand over the sword and holsing his other "as you make the moves so shall I , and I will learn" I say pressing my body against his feeling his warmth aganist my back and I can not help sigh and smile.

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Guts takes a step forward with vixen and swings the blade upwards and then to the side "never stop moving the blade vixen alays even when the opponent is not near keep the blade in motion somehow" he slashes down and then spins with vixen into a stabbing lunge

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:29 pm

Like a sensual dance I move with him feeling every move of his muscles taking in his words as we move his body against mine as we move as one my hands sliding to his holding the balde as if I was making hem soom my eyes close and I feel as if the movments are fluid. "I understand" I say

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Guts smiles softly as he continues the moves with vixen her body against his made the moves harder but he liked it he slashed down and then spun the blade to the side and slashed where an enemies eyes would be "your doing well vixen"

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:34 pm

I feel the movment s "you make it easy to relax, my love" I say stil moving with him. evennthou8ght I grow tired I don't wish to stop I wish to feel his moves against me his body working moving as together we make the blade move threw the air.

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Guts kisses her cheek lightly and then spins their wrists around so the blade moves in a circle knocking other enemies blades away he then steps back with vixen and parry an imaginary blow holding the blade down and to the side "never block directly if you can help it"

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:41 pm

I feel him parry then thrust then he lest is rest my hear traces in my chest and I know I have done enouph I take a deep breath and nosooer I have my head spins "ow... " I say letting go of his hand and leaning heavily back on him.

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Guts sticks the longsword into its sheathe as vixen leans against he then picks her up gently into his arms and look worried at her "vixen are you ok?" he walks towards the trees with her in his arms and wats for an answer

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:46 pm

I feel him pick me up "yes just was A little dizzy" I say still feeling my head spind alittle "I guess some one is telling me I have done enouph" I say taking a deep breath in and smiling.

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Guts kisses her lightly and forces a smile "dont worry me like that vixen" he sts down against a tree holding vixen against him and in his lap gently "i dont know what i would do if your an the child were hurt"

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:52 pm

I feel his kiss and smile "don't tell me I wanted to do more but our child wouldn't" I say leaning against him "nor I you guts, I would be lost with out you" I turn to look at him "we would be lost with out you, i just have to remeber not to push my self so far next time"

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Guts rests his head against vixen's gently and kisses her softly again "lets listen to the little one pease you shouldnt strain yourself so much it wont be good for you n the long run vixen"

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 1:58 pm

I sigh once more taking his hand and resting it on my belly as I smile "yes he seems to kown " I say "and I won't any more, I just had some pent up anger i needed to vent" I look at him to see if he understood that I wanted to vent my anger some how, anger about being used and voiolated.

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Guts rubs her belly gently and nods at her words "i understand vixen i understand how you feel i remember the rage that built up after Garoc nursed me back to health i went insane for a short ime because of it..."

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 2:34 pm

I move to rest against him now the anger gone for the mean time " will it evern go?"I ask him "the anger , dose it ever leave or will it be with me always" I look up at him my eyes showing how frightened I am of always feeling angry "I don't want to be angry around our child ".

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Guts sighs a bit "to this day i still feel angry but only at what caused me pain vixen i do not focus my anger and pain onto anyone else so that i can be who i am without worries my love" he smiles a bit

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 2:41 pm

I look at him "but what caused me pain is what I am , a human" I say sighing as I lean on him my head resting on his shoulder as I listen the wind blow softly threw the trees "its nice here" I say softly.

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Guts strokes her hair softly and smiles "no what hurt you was not being human what hurt you is demons tey are the ones you should hate with an exception" e smiles wider and kisses her deeply with passion

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 2:50 pm

I feel his kiss and sigh my hand moving to his cheek "I know which is the exeption" I say smiling my hand caressing his cheek but sigh"it was not the demons that hurt me "I say "it was people from the village " my hand tensing as it moves to his chest my eyes folowing it

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Guts looks surprised "i sorry but the villagers from the village we wee in are the ones that hut you vixen?" he clenched his fit if she said yes that village would soon be finding out why people called Guts the death bringer

Subject: Re: Vixen's recovery (P) Thu Aug 13, 2009 2:56 pm

I look at him and sense his anger "two of them a man and a woman the demons came and took me from them I ...I saw them, dead in peices , the demons told me thats how i would end up"I say shaking at the thought. I still smell the cooper in the air from their blood as I sit holding him.

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