Vixen's recovery (P)

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Guts brought vixen to an apartment building where he rented a room right away for a month he rushed her in and shut the door he held her close to him as tears threatened to come out of his one eye "vixen im here for you please tell me your ok" he kisses the top of her head gently praying for her to answer him

I smile at his words and nod turning to give him one passion filled kiss "the fire will be ready for your return." I smile as I move to one side of teh clearn gathering stones into a circle I use flint to light wood I have found soon the fire burns warming me as I wait.

Guts kisses vixen back before going and takes only a pair of throwing knives and a small metal wire so he does not make to much noise when moving he smelled deer and hid in a bush waiting for them to show

I sit beside the fire I smile as I think of the child inside me and also of the food Guts will bring back , I sit back against a tree both my hands resting on my belly as a soft lulaby drifts from me like the sound of a summer bresse

Guts waits until the deer come he throws the knives at the legs of a deer so it falls as the others flee he runs in ad wraps the metal wire around its neck and snaps it he then slings it over his shoulder and brings it back to vixen

I stop humming the lullaby as I see Guts return with the deer I sit up watching him, as I do I can feel my stomch turn at the thought of gutting the animal. unusual for me since I normaly have a strong stomach, I hold it hoping I wouldn't throw up again.
"I don't think I could clean it this time" I say taking deep breaths "something tells me our son dosen't want me to do it" I say sounding as if i am going to be sick.

Guts smiles and puts the deer down before kissing vixen softly "i wouldnt have made you do it anyways vixen it seems our son is in tune with nature and is a peaceful type of person i like that" he goes over to the deer

I sigh holding my stomach turning my head away so not to see what he was about to do I still can't help fel the nausea and move to the same rock from the morning "I will be so glad once this part has past although I think this is his way of telling me your right" then from know where at the smell of the blood I throw up.

Guts picks the pieces he want and then puts them near vixen's fire and takes the rest of the deer away and buries it in the forest giving it a marker as he would a fellow person he trusted or loved

once it has passed I take a deep breath turning to see Guts berying the deer and I smile a warm feeling comes from my belly and I smile "yes he did well nature is in balance again" I say softly to it , sitting down I start to cook the meatfeeling the movments quicken "give it time, you'll be fed soon" UI say again feeling alittle sillly talking to my won belly but I know our child could hear or at lest it seem to.

Guts walks back over to vixen and kisses her softly smelling the cooking meat "smells good vixen" he pulls out the fruit and bread he had in a pouch and then sat next to vixen smiling lovingly at her and his child

I take the fruit and take a bit of an apple sighing "mumm taste good , meat should be done in a minet" , I look down "happy now your fed "I chuckle at my belly

Guts kisses vixen's belly softly as she speaks to it he smiles softly thinking of their son standing beside the two of them his family all together something he's never had before it truly does make him happy

I look at him and smile caressing his cheek as he kisses my belly "you know soon it will start to grow" I say smiling " he's small now but will grow fast these next few weeks" I smile

Guts hugs her close to him and kisses her cheek "yes i do know tht vixen you shall become round with our son as he grows and i shall take care of you" he smiles softly at her

I sigh happy in his arms "and I look forward to it" I rub my belly "I am happy he is there " I move from his arms and test the meat "foods ready"I say moving back with a peice for Guts "here" but then I feel something as if my belly has grown I look down to see it has "whats going on?" I ask slightly scared "its suposed to take weeks for me to get this big

Guts eyes look calmly at her stomach as he rubs it gently again "tell me vixen does it hurt at all?" he had a theory about why vixen's stomach had grown big so quickly he hoped he was wrong though

I look at him and shake my head "no It just feels warm and a bit scarry, I wasn't expecting it " i say looking down at my now slightly rounded belly I feel now defenat movements from with in as a small foot pushes out , quickly I look at him.

Guts sighs deeply its what he thought the child had taken a demonic form like his father he rubs vixen's belly softly and speaks to the child "little Aiden if you can hear me go back to normal please" he looks at vixen "i believe he has taken on a demonic form like i can vixen" he ighs again

I feel my belly shrink back to half the size I breath out in relive as I lean on Guts from the sudden drop " well that was strange" I say looking at him "will he do that again as he grows?"I ask slightly worried that if he did at nearly full term he would rip me apart.

Guts was having the same thoughts as vixen and it truly worried him "i honestly do not know vixen i believe little Aiden can understand us i just do not know how well i also do not know if he will do it again not realizing it will harm you"

I move to sit down now feling slightly weak at the tought of what could happen I pul up my top and look at my belly, red streach marks sit on it the only sign anything had happend "I hope he dosen't " I say looking worried at him. "couldn't the doctor explain it to him?, that hes not to do that till hes born"I say slightly in a panic

Gutslooks at vixen and smiles at the mention of Garoc the doctor "thats it vixen we can go see Garoc he can tll Aiden not to do such a thing until we tell him to and then we wont have to worry again" he kisses her cheek

I smile as I stand "then lets go" I say standing but as I do my head spins and I sit back down "stood too fast" I say feeling the world spin around me, I wonder if ii is from the standing or from the extra exershion Aiden had put on my body

Guts grabs vixen gently and sits her back down "vixen have you had enough to eat we cant have you running around on an empty stomach" he smiles at her and kisses her cheek softly

I lok at him and smile "yes I have , I just got up too quick " I say my hand resting on my belly as I lean on him feling his heat against me."ether that or Aiden expected too much of me too soon " i say with a small chuckle.