A cold new day. (open)

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I walk down the alley my hood pulled over my head the air chills me to my bones , something pulls me towards the school , what I have no clue, why again it aludes me.All I know is I must head towards it if I am to learn. It is why I walk down the alley alone.

It is dificult being alone but to find some one who at a mere touch I don't see pain or death is rare. It is part of what i search for but not al , to learn is there too biting at my mind as i walk, one foot coldly infront of another as i have for the past two days drawn my this urge.

I sigh"and mine are turning me that way , I want to feel and learn but am scared to do so"I say looking down at my cloak held in my hands.

"dont do what i did vixen, its easier to lean feeling, then to try and get them back"

I slid down the door and sit once more on teh floor my whole body now shaking as I try to stop it "I...I can't "I say "I...I feel the urge rising but I am scared" i look at her willing her to understand .

lalita looked at her and got down next to her and hugged her "i will help you under stand, i may not be able to show feeling very well, but i do remeber which feeling they are, tell me what it feels like like right now"

I close my eyes and shiver "confusion and cold , yet wanting rolled together" I say "its as if my mind wants me to one thing but my body says differently" I hold the cloak around my chest.

"what does your heart say vixen, thats the only one that matters"

I look at her my eyes wide as she speaks "my heart?" I say softly "my heart right now says..."I move forward making my lips touch hers getly then I pull back "I am sorry" I say

lalita smiled and blushed lightly "its quit alright vixen"

I sit looking at her "but what confuses me is why" I finish still looking at her confused.

lalita smiled and hugged her "well you could have a crush on me vixen" she giggled

I lok up at her "a crush?" I say looking at her I move my hand to touch her cheek "is that what I feel ?" I let the cloak rest on my knee

lalita smiled gentaly "possablie, i dont think its love because you've only known me a day" she giggled

I blush realising she must be right "so how do you stop this Crush" I ask my fingers still on her cheek caressing it gently

lalita smiled and layed her head in vixens lap "most of the time you just have to fall for someone eles"

I look down at her now brushing her hair "and If I don't?" I ask sighing a I brush a srand of her hair from her face.

"well then ill just have to say i have a little crush on you" she smiled

I feel a warm feeling ru threw me a she says she hads a crush on me "you mean it?"I ask leaning down closer to her as I look into her eyes , moving I gently kiss her neck.

lalita sighed softly as she kissed her neck and smiled "yep"

I keep kissing her neck as I move my hands to the other side of her neck gently caressing it.

lalita moaned softly

I continue to kiss her gently sucking as I go slowly moving my hand up to just under her brest.

lalita layed her head back slowly while moaning

I move from her neck lower till i kiss her chest then I move to her breast taking her niple in my mouth and gently sucking on it, every now and again biting justto nip nothing harder.

lalita ran her hand through vixen's hair slowly "mmmmm"

At the sensation of her hand in my hair I move my hand to her waist caressing her soft skin as i move still caressing her nipple in my mouth.